Tell me Why?

Why when everything seems to be going right, when I am really happy, things just have to do a complete 180. WHY?! I just don't understand it, what am I supposed to do? Sometimes I just want to pack my things and run away, but what would that really solve? Nothing, I would just be at some random place alone. Maybe that would be better though, maybe being away from everyone and everything would be better. I feel like that's what I need just a mini "vacation", just go somewhere and relax, but not have access to my phone or the internet and just be away from everything. Take some time to gain some perspective on my life. Maybe this is what I really need. To bad I have responsibilities and I am not just going to bail out on them, so it looks like I'm stuck here just wishing I could get out.



Isn't it funny how a smile can hide so much.