Sometimes things have to fall apart, so they can be put back together.

So I've decided I am stuck in this in between age, I'm about to

turn 20 in less than a week. So I am no longer a teenager, but I

still am a "young adult" which usually is not taken that seriously.

It's got me thinking, how am I supposed to act? Sometimes I feel

like I act to old for my age. That I don't fit in with the people who

are my age, I don't drink or "party" and I never thought that was

that big of a deal until I moved away for college, and apparently

that decision in my life has alienated me from a lot of people my

age. I am not willing to conform to what other people want of me,

so sometimes I have to suffer feeling alone to stand by my decisions,

and my faith. I know I will always have God walking by my side even

if there is no one else. He is all I need, and he will comfort me in my

worst times. Even when I feel at my worst he will carry me through.

He is comforting me right now, and I just have to remember I have

Him to lean on. No matter what the outcome is of my current

situation, He will give me what i need to get through all of this.